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Saturday, March 27, 2010
hm, i shall try to just stop talking to anyone,
stop asking stupid questions.
stop smiling like an idiot
stop laughing at something i shouldnt
stop trying to care abt how others feels
stop trying to please anyone?
maybe i should just say NO!
i think that's better. =)
so, yup, i just want to stay and home and rot
right after schooll i shall just rush home to rot.
if im tired of this life, there will be someone out there that has the same feeling as me
maybe i shall go and be fren with that person

i really wish im a retarded or some idiot that doesnt know a single thing you're saying
i laughed not bcos of what you say,
i laugh as i think i should
what im doing now is all fake,
dont believe me,
whatever i say is all fake,
being myself is tough
maybe i should go and bang the wall
and start to tell myself, im not who i am.


怎么隐藏我的悲伤 
失去你的地方
 你的发香散的匆忙 
我已经跟不上 
闭上眼睛还能看见 
你离去的痕迹
 在月光下一直找寻那想念的身影 
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
 那在终点之前
 我愿意再爱一遍 想要对你说的 
不敢说的爱 
会不会有人可以明白 
我会发着呆然后忘记你 
接着紧紧闭上眼 
想着那一天会有人代替 
让我不再想念你
 我会发着呆然后微微笑 
接着紧紧闭上眼 
又想了一遍你温柔的脸 
在我忘记之前 
闭上眼睛还能看见
 你离去的痕迹
 在月光下一直找寻那想念的身影 
如果说分手是苦痛的起点 
那在终点之前 
我愿意再爱一遍 
想要对你说的 
不敢说的爱 
会不会有人可以明白 
我会发着呆然后忘记你 
接着紧紧闭上眼
 想着那一天会有人代替
 让我不再想念你 
我会发着呆然后忘记你
 接着紧紧闭上眼 
想着那一天会有人代替 
让我不再想念你 
我会发着呆然后微微笑
 接着紧紧闭上眼 
又想了一遍你温柔的脸
 在我忘记之前 
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 
你已快看不见 ..


Friday, March 12, 2010
hm, what should i do leh~
i cant help it, bcos it's human nature.
lalalas, anyway, im sorry that i cant, eh, what's that word?
suan la. im sorry that i cant -- you, when you are sad and stuff
BCOS I DONT KNOW HOW TO! NOT THAT I DONT WANT =x
anyway, jiawen finish her 5mins performance. HAHA
i supported her mentally. haha
today went to rp for cross country, run with one lim, one lin one huin. HAHA
run run awhile then walk walk throughout =X
hm, oh, jiaqi & jiawen pao dao bu jian dao,
then jiu gen zjinyee walk walk,
THERE'S NO MONKEY LO!
oh, HAHAH, xD
i rmb that word! an wei! wahaha,
i dont know how to an wei ren, haha

Tear up the photographs, but yesterday won't let go
Every day, every day, every minute
Here comes the emptiness, just can't be lonely you know
Every day, every day, hey, hey

This second chancin's really getting me down
You give and takin' everything I dreamed about
It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth

Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you

I'd rather walk alone, don't wanna chase you around
Every day, every day, every minute
I fall a thousand times for I let you drag me down
Every day, every day, hey, hey

Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feeling we've already been here before
It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was

Tell me with so many out there why I always turn to you?
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you



Tuesday, March 09, 2010

"boys are forever, friends are whatever" this really suit you! =)

OHMYGODDDDD!
i found my long long x100 time ago de blog xD
created when im primary 5 LOLLOL!
i seriously doesnt know what im typing, haha

okay, eh so after school waited for jiawen,
then went to buy tickets, DEAR JOHN =D
then eh, watch watch watch till 5plus?
went to buy shoe, jiawen's reaction is SUPER FUNNY! AHAHAHAH
then the seat that is in front of me in the bus huai diao. chua tio. haha
hehe, i saw mom beating lots of egg =DD
hm, she added some weird green thing in, die~








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this shows that you are guilty of that, and you have just admit it by yourself =)





it's very pathetic that we are drifting
BUT what's even more pathetic is that we are once good friend.